I am the one too strong to fight
No. You aren’t, Steph.
I wonder where I’d go. A part of me wishes to plan my future.
The other part tells me to trust God. To listen.
But I can’t hear Him. Would I know?
What if I don’t know?
What would happen?
I hate myself for asking so many questions.
I want to act.
Does God want me to?
I don’t know.
Sometimes it’s like my brain is rejecting any form of thinking.
I wanna do my homework, but I just can’t.
I need my spark.
I need to be alive again.
I’m weak, so that You can make me strong.